The Comfort of Companionship
Last week has given my life a turn. I am now looking forward to companionship. I never realized that I had the provision to share myself with someone else. Since I have started sharing, I feel that the gap that existed inside me, in keeping everything internal, can now be filled by sharing it with someone else - what I feel, how I observe, what I like/dislike, and my opinions.
The best part is that there is no obligation at play here. She wants to hear me talk, listen to my in-depth analysis of the world, smile at the instances that she finds cute, and secretly looks for my laughter here and there. This feeling gives me comfort. I feel that I am now a part of something more stronger.
As I was driving to office today, I did not feel anxious. I felt comfortable, knowing that I now had someone I can talk to, and share my life with. I did not have many emotions running in my head, thinking that I can let them out with someone. I cannot describe how calming that makes me feel.
I don't know how the world evaluates companionship, but if it is about this, I am definitely up for it!
I want to love and care for someone, forever!
I might also write a lot less, now that I have a person I can share my thoughts with.